Zoruko

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Make Me Disappear by Zoruko, literature

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Make Me Disappear

Your here but your there Your this but your that How can I even begin to describe The feeling I feel when I see your eyes... Your everything I can even imagine Good and Bad, Soft and Rough Smart and Dumb, it's never enough What can I say to just one of you? Your the sweetest, but your so the opposite One thing at once...but then the other the next I want to know everything about you From A to Z.....or starting from 1,2,3 You complete my world...make everything so perfect Your words make me blank out the world And leave me in a place where it revolves around abiss Around nothing but the warmth and just us Just hug me for now, a

Now I Know by Zoruko, literature

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Now I Know

There he was once again With his emotions in his eyes Looking to me with such pride and care Now I know again why I care for him... Takes my hand in his own Warmth flowing through them All security and never shame Now I know again why I care for him... People stare and point Laugh and ask 'why her!?' And all he does is kiss me and wish me luck Now I know again why I care for him... Friends don't leave him alone Make fun of our differences But he doesn't care..and laughs along Now I know again why I care for him.... I wonder and question about us About my emotions to him... Doubting us and what could happen. Doubting if we c

No Sense by Zoruko, literature

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No Sense

Say my name and let if flow Just remember, don't let it go Hide the tears, don't let them show In this world of high and low What goes up must come down Just make sure it doesn't drown Keep a smile, don't you frown In this place called my town Reach up and take my hand While we both take our stand And we danced with the band In my world hand in hand Told me lies to my face But my tears left no trace Now my heart is full of space No more room in this place This may not make much sense But it is mine, hence The fact that you're to dense To know what does and doesn't make sense

A Letter To Daddy by Zoruko, literature

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A Letter To Daddy

Dear Daddy, do you still remember me? Do you remember your baby girl? After so long I really doubt it, It has been six years since you've left after all. The beginning of it all was tough Tear stained cheeks and sleepless nights Page long letters asking where did you go... And why did you have to go also Most of the time I had blamed myself While wondering what life would be like with you here What it would be like to have a normal family What it would be like to have both a mom and a dad.... I'm not very much different from back then But your baby girl isn't a baby anymore And while my thoughts of you aren't what they used to

You... by Zoruko, literature

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You...

So much has happened So much I never expected Not sure what I can do anymore My emotions are now all mixed up for sure All because of you... What am I to say?? What am I left to do!? My thoughts aren't mine to control... Now I'm left to take this toll All because of you.... Wanting so much just to smile To just open up and laugh But ever since you came Theres nothing you can say All because of you... Some friendships are lost... All sense of trust is lost.... And all I can say to you is... It's all because of you....

Not The... by Zoruko, literature

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Not The...

Not the athlete Not the school genius Not the perfect daughter Not the greatest friend But I'm here anyway Not the prettiest one Not the nicest one Not the skinniest one Not the greatest one But I'm here anyway And that can't be helped.... Some say I don't really mean what I say Don't mean the thoughts The negativity My "lies" But they don't understand Don't understand my heart None of the reasons why... Why I truly hate myself... Because he makes me feel that way....

Writers Block by Zoruko, literature

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Writers Block

Words build up inside my mind But it's the rhyme that I can't find Piecing the phrases flow by flow Not one idea has come to show.... I wanted to write about a friends's life How hard they try just to survive But then I wrote about my grief Of when my father decided to leave Soon I'd get doubts of what others would think Think that maybe my words were too much to sink Maybe I should just forget about all this Hide in myself and throw a fit Let my heart scream and cry Let the tears fall from my eyes Just to come back and try again And have my ideas build up more than then...

Saddness or Wanting? by Zoruko, literature

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Saddness or Wanting?

Hide the pain and the sorrow Keep on going until tomorrow Lock the feelings far away Hold onto it for another day Without you, my heart can't fly... But when I have you, my eyes can cry... Keep on writing, emotions flow Faster and faster, memories go Could it all be happening again? Who can know, now and then? Without you, my heart can't fly... But when I have you, my eyes can cry... My mind's lost all control Refuse to concentrate on it's toll Warmth is lost, wrapped in cold Eyes unfocused, death un-told Without you, my heart can't fly... But when I have you, my eyes can cry.... Let me know if I am right Take my hand, hold

Differences by Zoruko, literature

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Differences

She wants him to say he loves her He makes life so difficult But she tries and tries to make it better While he gets irritated and sulks He's known for his silence She loves to make noise But he keeps on with the expierience While she tries to keep her pose She changes everything for him He doesn't notice nor care But she continues giving it all up for him Whether he notices or thinks it's fair He knows how to stay calm She's beyond all control But he keeps her behaved in his palm And she tries not to care, no console I love him and refuse to let him know He thinks his feelings are only a crush In our relationship, we don't

Because of You... by Zoruko, literature

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Because of You...

I always believed my emotions were mine to control... But so far...Ever since I met you I've felt so many different things And if I had to choose to forget all thats happening I'd rather kill myself then give it all up... You may not want to believe this But you're the one person... That knows how to make me drop down and cry The one person that can break me to pieces Sometimes I wish I never laid eyes on you... Cause of all the sadness that you brought up But then again, without you... I would've never experienced so much happiness And I thank you for that... My heart wants you to know so many things But I don't know how to te

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Why I Hate You.... by Zoruko, literature

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Why I Hate You....

You want to know why I hate you, Why I wish that you would just die?! You say that he's yours, when you know its a lie. You tell him you love him, but you said you want him dead Your just so stupid, you can't get it in your head, That he's mine now, so back off, or do I have to say more?? I wish you would just die slowly, in a puddle or your blood, In the rain watch it flow slowly, crimson streams trail in the mud. I wish that you would burn to death or be torn limb from limb, I wish taht you would die, and if hating you's a sin, Then I'd rather burn in hell instead of him. You tried to kill him, you evil who**, tried to drag him d

Voice... by Zoruko, literature

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Voice...

Hiding my souless body From a world where i don't count Hiding behind my poetry Where I never can feel doubt Theres nothing left for me to do And I don't think you care This whole time I've played the fool With nothing left to bare I'm lost in a world all alone Body frozen cold I carved this world on my own And I think I missed a fold I can hear voices behind me But there is nothing there The voice is now in front of me And all I see is air But at night, as I dream I see the owner of the voice It turns out that its me, And its my scream that i hear....Not my voice

Happiness is Madness by Zoruko, literature

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Happiness is Madness

Sitting cold, all alone, A thousand tears out n' shown. Lost in the haze of misty fog, Losing sight in just one jog. Thinking up broken thoughts, Another battle being fought. Never ending hurt n' pain, Pleadings to be found in vain. Sitting down upon the floor, Leaning on this frozen door. The knife in my hand slits once...twice, The look in my eyes; cold as ice. The wall that separates reality from dreams, Is breaking apart as so it seems. Reality looks just so unkind, While dreams have taken over my mind. Blood from my wrist is dripping to the floor, Flowing slowly under the door. Eyes...so unfocused, Before I leave, I wa

Friends by Zoruko, literature

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Friends

My long lost friend, Do you still remember me? We promised to be friends til then end But it seems you don't seem to see. But thats ok cuz i luv you, I'll help you remember! Friends through and through! Sister and brother forever. But then you got a gurlfriend, And you don't even answer my call... You left to follow the stupid trend, While I'm left on my own to fall. But thats ok cuz i luv you, I'll help you remember! Friends through and through! Sister and brother forever. And now as i walk down heaven's path, I still watch over you as you cry. You do remember me, and i forget my wrath, But why did you wait til now to reme

Scream... by Zoruko, literature

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Scream...

Its bottled up deep inside, How I wish to let it out! All this time I made it hide, But now I want to shout. Hit me Slap me Just do something to me! Cause all I want to do is scream... You say you love me, And I believed you. But my eyes are open now And i can now see. Hit me Slap me PLEASE do something to me Cause all I want to do is scream... I can't take it, Its breaking through. Its like a mad fit, And its time to let it break through. Don't come near me!! Keep away from me!! Don't you DARE touch me!! Cause if I want to scream, I'll scream For I don't love you anymore....

-Dad- by Zoruko, literature

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-Dad-

You made a promise It never happened Thats why I hate you... Never came home 2 years passed... Now there you are And you demand to see me!! How fucked up can you get?! I Hate You!! My sister may love you But I sure as hell don't!! I was only 8... Cried my heart out Now I'm 12... And I can hardly remember you!! My friends wonder where you are I want to say your dead Since you are to me... But I just say 'Kansas' I don't know about mom though Since you've been gone... We're best of friends But just because of that, don't mean i luv you!! Where will you be when I'm married? On your couch drinking as usual?! Yah! Thats f

Change by Zoruko, literature

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Change

Do you really love me? Your friends sure say you do But you don't do a very good job showing it Why do you have to be so confusing Maybe I should just change? Change the way i act The way I look The way I walk The way I talk The way I think And the way I write... Just for you And if that doesn't work I don't know what will All I'll know is that time was wasted Wasted on forgotten efforts Just to see you love me...

Walk Away... by Zoruko, literature

Lies... by Zoruko, literature

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Lies...

What I thought was real Was actually just a lie You were just trying to save me the pain But didn't think what I would feel when i found out You didn't actually love me Hell! You didn't even like me But said you'd be with me anyway And now I don't know what to say I still share your feelings of love and care But my trust is a different story Maybe I'll let you have it back But for now...I have to think about what to do I still love you, don't worry Its just my trust you lost This confusion will only be between us And I won't tell if you won't....

Wrapped up by Zoruko, literature

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Wrapped up

I was with him and happy again Walking, side by side Didn't even notice her And now I feel guilty She called my name Didn't hear a word she said Now she thinks I'll forget her All because I was so wrapped up in him But it's not true! I can't forget her Best friends forever Even if the boyfriend is in between I like him so much And I like her too But those are two different meanings Its not like I'm picking sides I make her mad so often And I find comfort from him I make it look like I chose his side But I didn't! I'm just so wrapped up in him I don't talk to him often Not like I do you So when we have moments when we do

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Artist // Literature

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Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: Sumwhere in da US
Favourite genre of music: Anything...don't matter as long as it ain't opera
Favourite photographer: Kim Taylor Reece <------- He rawks!!
Favourite cartoon character: Cartoons are Cartoons. If I like it, I like it
Personal Quote: Forgive and Forget. Don't dwell in your past because then you'll never be able to move to the future

Favourite Visual Artist

Whoever gains my interest

Favourite Movies

V for Vendetta

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

More than you'll ever understand

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allen Poe, and J.K Rowling!!

Favourite Games

Gamez don't interest me

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Zoruko

Dec 19, 2004

Merry Christmas!!

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Hey everyone!! How are ya'll doing!?! Just wanted to come on and say 'Hi' cuz lyk, i haven't put a journal entry up in like EVER!! so ya... So what are we all gunna do for christmas?? I'm going to California...so i wont' be on DA for quite a while...Cuz lyk, mah sister duzn't have a computer, nor duz she have cable or BASIC cable!! :( But i'll make da best of it and write poems for everyone!! Soooo!! lets start a survey!! How many of ya'll are going out of town for christmas and how many are ya'll staying home?? How many would PREFER to stay home, or would you prefer to go out on the town!!?? Welpz!! dats all i can think of!!          

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Zoruko

Nov 5, 2004

I'M IN THE COMP LAB!!

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HEY EVERYONE!! i'm in 3rd period now, and mah teacher sayd i culd do wat i wanted on da comp cuz i finished mah work WAY b4 ne one!! FOR THOSE WHO GO TO HBMS AND IS IN 7TH GRADE AND HAS MR.HAAS FOR TX HISTORY, YOU CULD BE ABLE TO DO DIS TOO!!! :D sorry, had to put it! :D i'm lyk so frikin hyper! bai! :D

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Zoruko

Sep 11, 2004

Requests pplz!!

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I have no idea why i'm doing dis....BUT I AM NE WAY!! well....past few days have been a little.....under da weather if ya kno wat i mean. NO NOT LYK DAT!!! lol....welpz...if some of ya'll dun kno, i'll be moving, and i want to brighten up my friends spirits ((mine too)) and writing makes me happy...but i have no more inspiration. So i got dis idea....if ya'll can make up a title or give me an idea...i'll write a poem and dedicate it to dat person. And yes bakhu, you may join too even tho i wrote a poem for ya already. lol....HOPING TO GET LOTS OF IDEAS!!!

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AurontheFallen

Mar 16, 2005

thanks for the fave love~ ~_^ [In best jack sparrow voice I can muster]

Spot3313

Mar 12, 2005

you have a good talent with writing poems, havent done a lot of poking around (to tired these days

) but do you sing in a band too?

Zoruko

Mar 12, 2005

thanx for da compliment..take as much tym looking around if ya want!! i don't sing in a band, but i REALLY want to wen i get older!! so far i'm getting my influence from Sum41 and My Chemical Romance!!

Great Work here!

thankies!!

^_^;;;;; you sure you're 13??? Most of the stuff you wrote doesn't sound like a 13 year old.... *hmph* wish I was that creative when I was 13... *kicks the ground and pouts*

( It's all really good by the way, lol ~_^ )

Zoruko

Dec 19, 2004

i'm not 13...I'M 12!!! but i'm gunna be 13!! i just love to write!!

but thanks for the compliments!!! lol!!